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i think i'm slowly being driven mad. i cant focus. i'm attempting quitting smoking which was going good till my dad came home. when i dont have it around me i can resist but when its sitting in front of me, well will power fades.
about the mad part, for some reason i've been feeling depressed as of late, i sit and think about what gives meaning to my life, and i cant find any reason.
Time to think drives me mad i guess, i constantly need distractions. i cant stand tv anymore its so boring i want to blow my brains out when im watching.
about the mad part, for some reason i've been feeling depressed as of late, i sit and think about what gives meaning to my life, and i cant find any reason.
Time to think drives me mad i guess, i constantly need distractions. i cant stand tv anymore its so boring i want to blow my brains out when im watching.