Aug 28, 2005 21:17
Today,
Is the first rain!
For me in a long time,
And I want someone here with me,
To share it with,
But alas,
There is no one here,
As these rain drops fall on my face,
Or are they tears?
My tears,
Your tears,
Our tears,
Together,
Falling from the heavens,
Oh what a sight,
On this endless night,
As they fall from the sky,
And then hit the ground,
With a quiet sound,
And with a sweet smell,
But now,
The rain will be endless,
Oh well,
And will never seas to exist,
There will be floods,
There will be waves,
And there will a great period of loss,
And to lose everything that is so dear to you,
Does it not seem like a dream come true to you,
Either I,
Nor her,
Nor anyone whom ever existed on this Earth,
We are all alone,
But we hid it,
And lie about it,
And cover it up,
The wound’s that it leaves,
As we apply a fresh band-ad,
And a new lie,
In hope that it will heel,
And just stay at bay,
Never to return,
Or resurface,
Yet,
Sometimes,
It just can’t be helped,
And you have a bleed though,
So you apply pressure,
To your open wound,
And try to stop the pain of the past,
From leaking though into the present and the future,
You want to forget,
But you will always have a scar to remind you,
That not even medicine or time can heel,
Am I revealing too much,
For anyone to stomach,
For I can’t take it anymore,
I just can’t keep lying to myself,
Anymore,
I’m exhausted with all of these lies,
And I just can’t keep up anymore,
Can you?
Or,
Do you dare do the same?
Because if you do,
This,
This I promise you,
You will be in the same place I am now,
Mentally,
Spiritually,
And,
Just Physically,
Exhausted,
It just depends,
On how long it takes for you to relies,
The truth,
And then,
To except your doom!