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[scared_of_dying]

for those of you that haven't heard yet
which most of you are in the same family
as kelly and roy so you may have already heard

i'm pregnant. =]
which means, no coast guard.
which i am slightly bummed about
but starting a new life with a baby
is just fine with me. =]

i'm really okay with this. yes, i understand
i will struggle, especially since the dad isn't
really stepping up at all. but that's okay
i have way too much support and way too much love
for this child already to care what this boy thinks.

i'm going to be moving back out with my father
out in ridgefield until i'm stable enough to get my
own place, which may be a few years. i plan on going
to school, maybe for nursing or something. i haven't
decided what for yet, but i have a little bit of time.

anna, kevin, i expect both of you to be at the baby shower
which naturally kelly has already started thinking about. =]

off the baby topic, just to catch you up, i'll be moving out
of my apartment on monday, it's not really working with one of
the roommates, and i need to start saving for baby. and i'll
be leaving to visit amanda in texas on aug 28th, until sept 4th
pretty excited about that.

alright, well all i do these days is eat, sleep, and work
so i will proceed to go eat, sleep, and work at 8am.

=]