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you're such a bitch these days. it's ridiculous.
i'm not even mad about it, more in shock i guess
that you would even act this way. every time i
think about it, it amazes me that you would ever
do the things you're doing. it's sad in a pathetic
way. ha. it baffles me.
haha nate was tell me to get him information on the
marines. hahaha. that would be funny if we went in
at the same time. or around the same time.
people are trying to talk me out of it. actually, let
me rephrase that, JOE is trying to talk me out of it.
which surprises me because i thought he would back me.
but at the same time it pisses me off because one of his
reason was, and i quote, "I do not suggest that you join,
especially considering you and your personality." which
leads me to believe he thinks i wouldn't be able to make it.
i understand what a big commitment it is and i understand
what the risks are and i'm even aware of the fact that it's
going to kick my ass. but i still want to go. i have NOTHING
going for me right now, i'm stuck here in idle, i'm not doing
anything with my life and i'm going nowhere. i need to feel
proud of myself for once in my life and this is how i want to
do it. most everyone else that i've talked to supports me. ha
even my mom is getting used to the idea.
i'm not even mad about it, more in shock i guess
that you would even act this way. every time i
think about it, it amazes me that you would ever
do the things you're doing. it's sad in a pathetic
way. ha. it baffles me.
haha nate was tell me to get him information on the
marines. hahaha. that would be funny if we went in
at the same time. or around the same time.
people are trying to talk me out of it. actually, let
me rephrase that, JOE is trying to talk me out of it.
which surprises me because i thought he would back me.
but at the same time it pisses me off because one of his
reason was, and i quote, "I do not suggest that you join,
especially considering you and your personality." which
leads me to believe he thinks i wouldn't be able to make it.
i understand what a big commitment it is and i understand
what the risks are and i'm even aware of the fact that it's
going to kick my ass. but i still want to go. i have NOTHING
going for me right now, i'm stuck here in idle, i'm not doing
anything with my life and i'm going nowhere. i need to feel
proud of myself for once in my life and this is how i want to
do it. most everyone else that i've talked to supports me. ha
even my mom is getting used to the idea.