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[scared_of_dying]

everyday they change their fucking reason
one day i can't do this because of this reason
and then i find a solution to that problem
and they come up with another reason. they are
driving me fucking insane.

i have a headache.
and i've had the same headache
for 3 days now.

whatever, i'm not even talking to
anyone through this. actually, even
if people do read this, i don't want
to talk about it. mostly because
i'm bad with words, but the other
reason is because i don't trust anyone.
and that's not a problem to me. believe
it or not, i like it that way.

side note;;
i cut my finger at shannons yesterday
and i keep hitting it on things and
making it bleed again, it hurts.
::poor pitiful me::