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okay nevermind, scratch LA.
i think.
ugh.
i think i might do the flight school.
BUT still move to wyoming with
nate and my cousin that way i can
have a part time job at the restaurant
and a part time job at the airport.
since as a new comer i wouldn't get a lot
of hours at the airport anyway.
why didn't i think of this ten billion
years ago? though, i still have a problem
because my mom doesn't want me to live with
nate because he has a drinking problem.
so i guess my job now is to bust my ass to
find a full time job right now so i can save
up to just buy my own apartment in wyoming
so that i wouldn't be living with nate and my
mom will let me go, even though she wouldn't
have a say in it anyway because by the time i
move i'll be 18 so she couldn't stop me. but i
still want her approval.
the only reason that i'm not just throwing out the
whole wyoming thing is because i started thinking
really hard about LA, and i think it would be too
overwhelming for me to throw myself into LA all by
myself with no one with me, especially because i have
yet to learn really good financial skills, this way
living in wyoming at least i'll have nate and hopefully
jo jo with me, not saying that they are the best with
money, but at least i wouldn't be alone.
great, now that i think i know what to do
i just need to wait for mom to wake up so
i can pitch my idea to her. =]
holly;;
i guess i should thank you for throwing this whole
joe thing in my face so fast. at first i was really
bitter with you about the whole thing and i didn't
really think about the good parts about it, but since
you kind of left me to fend for myself i learned how
to do things for myself and do what i want to do.
and i mean all of this sincerely and in the best way
possible. so thank you. and i wish you and joe the best
of luck with your journey with each other. i still love
you until every single star falls from the sky, and you're
still the best friend i could ever ask for. even though
things are a lot different than they ever were and extremely
different from how i ever thought they would ever be. i still
miss you and love you a lot and i hope all is well in texas
or where ever you are since you haven't called or answered my
calls or text in 3 days. heh get on that punk.
anyway, that's where i stand right now in my life.
and kelly and roy. i'm going to try to come over today
hopefully you're both there, and roy if you're at work
i'm coming over next weekend to fill you in on all of
this since i seem to be confusing you over the internet. =]
i think.
ugh.
i think i might do the flight school.
BUT still move to wyoming with
nate and my cousin that way i can
have a part time job at the restaurant
and a part time job at the airport.
since as a new comer i wouldn't get a lot
of hours at the airport anyway.
why didn't i think of this ten billion
years ago? though, i still have a problem
because my mom doesn't want me to live with
nate because he has a drinking problem.
so i guess my job now is to bust my ass to
find a full time job right now so i can save
up to just buy my own apartment in wyoming
so that i wouldn't be living with nate and my
mom will let me go, even though she wouldn't
have a say in it anyway because by the time i
move i'll be 18 so she couldn't stop me. but i
still want her approval.
the only reason that i'm not just throwing out the
whole wyoming thing is because i started thinking
really hard about LA, and i think it would be too
overwhelming for me to throw myself into LA all by
myself with no one with me, especially because i have
yet to learn really good financial skills, this way
living in wyoming at least i'll have nate and hopefully
jo jo with me, not saying that they are the best with
money, but at least i wouldn't be alone.
great, now that i think i know what to do
i just need to wait for mom to wake up so
i can pitch my idea to her. =]
holly;;
i guess i should thank you for throwing this whole
joe thing in my face so fast. at first i was really
bitter with you about the whole thing and i didn't
really think about the good parts about it, but since
you kind of left me to fend for myself i learned how
to do things for myself and do what i want to do.
and i mean all of this sincerely and in the best way
possible. so thank you. and i wish you and joe the best
of luck with your journey with each other. i still love
you until every single star falls from the sky, and you're
still the best friend i could ever ask for. even though
things are a lot different than they ever were and extremely
different from how i ever thought they would ever be. i still
miss you and love you a lot and i hope all is well in texas
or where ever you are since you haven't called or answered my
calls or text in 3 days. heh get on that punk.
anyway, that's where i stand right now in my life.
and kelly and roy. i'm going to try to come over today
hopefully you're both there, and roy if you're at work
i'm coming over next weekend to fill you in on all of
this since i seem to be confusing you over the internet. =]