Another pointless-unread entry ToBE
So lately, I have been feeling worthless. Like I have been having fun with my friends and stuff, and I feel wanted around them. But like guy wise... yes oh my gosh not again Nicole... well what ever and stop reading. But like only someone not good enough for anyone is single for over a year, 2 January 11. I find it sad and pathetic.
I mean honestly what is soo wrong with me, that no one even likes me. Do I have some kind of repellent. Am I so ugly, my personality couldn't do anything for me... Or do I shoot for guys, I could never in my life time have. And why do I let people think I have a chance, or say they talked to them or someone that knows them. When I know that they didn't.
Do you honestly set me up just to fail me, and hurt me???
I really just want to find a guy, who can like me for who I am. Not I want to be. I really just want a guy, I can like back just as much.
As much I as I would love to get to know Jared AKA hot lifegaurd. I know that would never happen. I have way too many flaws.
And this is even cornier, but "techniqually" I am not allowed to date until I am 16. And homecoming is 2 days before my birthday, and I honestly want my (to my parents rules) first "real" date to be homecoming...
I mean honestly what is soo wrong with me, that no one even likes me. Do I have some kind of repellent. Am I so ugly, my personality couldn't do anything for me... Or do I shoot for guys, I could never in my life time have. And why do I let people think I have a chance, or say they talked to them or someone that knows them. When I know that they didn't.
Do you honestly set me up just to fail me, and hurt me???
I really just want to find a guy, who can like me for who I am. Not I want to be. I really just want a guy, I can like back just as much.
As much I as I would love to get to know Jared AKA hot lifegaurd. I know that would never happen. I have way too many flaws.
And this is even cornier, but "techniqually" I am not allowed to date until I am 16. And homecoming is 2 days before my birthday, and I honestly want my (to my parents rules) first "real" date to be homecoming...