Am I really being pathetic
Thinking of ways to go back to him because I am lonely and I know with him I won't?
I don't even really understand this...no matter what is going on in my life, he comes back. No matter how much I like someone he comes back in my mind, and I want him back. Why can't I stop going back to him... Did I love him... Thats impossible, I would know if I was ever in love, right? But why does he always come back into the picture. I don't know what is so geat about him... I just can't stop thinking about him lately. And I use to know I could easily get him back...but who knows now. But I mean I thought I had moved on, years ago. But every time, I see him, hear about him, talk to him... I get butterflies every time! I DON'T WANT TO!!!!! I want to move on...
What is wrong with me.. I mean he is...he. None of my guy friends like him...haha. Half of the girls that know him don't like him...so what keeps me going back for me. The fact he makes me feel on top of the world...well he did. The fact he makes me feel pretty...
I'm so confused... I want to see him agian. I need to. I need to find out what i want.
I don't even really understand this...no matter what is going on in my life, he comes back. No matter how much I like someone he comes back in my mind, and I want him back. Why can't I stop going back to him... Did I love him... Thats impossible, I would know if I was ever in love, right? But why does he always come back into the picture. I don't know what is so geat about him... I just can't stop thinking about him lately. And I use to know I could easily get him back...but who knows now. But I mean I thought I had moved on, years ago. But every time, I see him, hear about him, talk to him... I get butterflies every time! I DON'T WANT TO!!!!! I want to move on...
What is wrong with me.. I mean he is...he. None of my guy friends like him...haha. Half of the girls that know him don't like him...so what keeps me going back for me. The fact he makes me feel on top of the world...well he did. The fact he makes me feel pretty...
I'm so confused... I want to see him agian. I need to. I need to find out what i want.