Huh? What the?! Did you guys just feel that?
Anyway, in regards to my earlier post. I think I've decided to keep fighting. I received new hope in the strangest way. Leslie called me and she was talking to me about how she missed me and blah blah and how she wanted to come over. Anyway, after our chat when I was letting her go she said, "I love you." Anyway, when I heard that the first thing that came out was, "Dammit! I fucking hate girls that want me!" Then, I thought, "Wait! That sounds exactly like something only I would say! I'm so proud of myself!" Then I thought I should feel bad but I didn't. Especially since that put me in a real good mood.
Anyway, lots has happened kinda. Got rid of the last of my heroin. Craziness last night though. A bunch of drunk minors over screaming and yelling and arguing and crying and starting fight with random strangers with guns. Oh, and the police said hi to everyone. Ugh. So, Amber is never allowed at my place again. I told Bryan that if she ever is he's forfeiting this little extension I'm giving him. La la la. Don't know what else to say at the moment.
I miss someone.
Anyway, lots has happened kinda. Got rid of the last of my heroin. Craziness last night though. A bunch of drunk minors over screaming and yelling and arguing and crying and starting fight with random strangers with guns. Oh, and the police said hi to everyone. Ugh. So, Amber is never allowed at my place again. I told Bryan that if she ever is he's forfeiting this little extension I'm giving him. La la la. Don't know what else to say at the moment.
I miss someone.