A Couple Thoughts
Either I die right now, or I'm going to kill each and every one of you. I'm sick of having to look in your deceitfully happy fucking faces. I guess I want to be alone. One way or another.
I've discovered that I don't like touching people, or when people touch me. When people hug me or whatever I get that 'ugh' feeling. Although, when I'm with Lana I always want to be touching her. I don't know why. I know I love the feel of her skin, and the way her hair falls when I brush it out of her face. I don't know. I'm weird. Maybe it's all just a temporary condition.
Speaking of Lana, the only thing she does is hurt me, and the only thing I can do is adore her. So, if she only hurts me, why do I always adore her more?
and overtime it gets fucking worse.
I adore her, but I don't know if I should. But I know I can't help it.
I've discovered that I don't like touching people, or when people touch me. When people hug me or whatever I get that 'ugh' feeling. Although, when I'm with Lana I always want to be touching her. I don't know why. I know I love the feel of her skin, and the way her hair falls when I brush it out of her face. I don't know. I'm weird. Maybe it's all just a temporary condition.
Speaking of Lana, the only thing she does is hurt me, and the only thing I can do is adore her. So, if she only hurts me, why do I always adore her more?
and overtime it gets fucking worse.
I adore her, but I don't know if I should. But I know I can't help it.