Oct 18, 2004 01:50
Yeah... So, I played my first ever public performance Saturday night. I was so nervous. My legs were shaking so bad I couldn't keep my guitar steady. I dropped my pick a couple times, but I just kept playing with my fingernail. I kept forgetting my own damn lyrics. I think the only song I played decent was the one that wasn't mine. Lullaby by the Cure, of course. I remember before I hit the first note of Coffee & Cigarettes I was so scared. Then, I closed my eyes, and kind of came to a "here goes nothing" conclusion. So, yeah, I think I bombed. Although, everyone else was telling me I did fine. I don't know. After all, I can't wait to do it again. I definitely want to. I just want to try and stay calm next time, because I know I could have done better.
After that, it was a pretty good night. Went with Lana and Matt to the Texan to meet up with Dee, Cheryl, and Tasha. Strangely, being at the Texan wasn't bad at all. It was quite a break from the normal feeling there. Lana spent the night. So, as I'm sure you can imagine, I was happy about that. Slept really well. When we woke up in the morning... Well, when we decided to get out of bed, we sat around for a bit. Then, Lana decided she wanted to make cookies. I wanted to help her, but after gathering materials for her, there really wasn't much for me to do. She made M&M cookies. They were yummy. After that, and dropping her off, there wasn't really much left to the night. I SO don't want to go to class tomorrow....