Birthday...
So my birthday is creeping up and I've had so much on my mind that I keep forgetting. September 26th is my favorite holiday, but I have no idea what I'm gonna do for it. I had big plans, but they involved someone else that doesn't want to be around now. I have plans to buy myself some stuff, but that's just not that same. My girl is pretty much out of my life now, my car isn't running, and my 360 is dead, I need something good to happen soon. At least I found a good room-mate on short notice or I'd be back at my Mom's, how awful would that be... I can't let that happen. Work has been a good distraction lately, but I hate realizing that cause work shouldn't be the best part of my day. I'm such a big kid, it seems like the only thing I'm truly excited about is the release of Metal Gear Solid 4 early next year, I should have more to look forward to. I'm sick of obsessing over why I'm not with any one of the few girls that actually mean something to me. This turned into more of a "bitch session" than a meaningful post, so I'm gonna stop now.