entry #73 new zoomester
I'm frecking amazed of myself, because I did it! I got the morning schedule this semester, and it's weird because I'm like HOW- my grades the last semester were terrible!!
Classes started on Tuesday 2nd, I'm currently doing great in these first three weeks. I'm delivering my homework at time, and I'm attending the japanese classes.
I have less free time but it's ok, I'm free friday, saturday and sunday.
But, I haven't feel okay lately. Cayetano and I don't talk anymore and I legit miss him... but, it's the best for both, he needs his space, I need mine. So, I'm lonely again.
Oh and, my friends reunited in valentine's day and they didn't invite me... so yes, I felt bad about it because they left me out. But, I don't want to cry anymore about it. Hmm, now that I think about it, I haven't cried in these days.
But, on the other hand, I feel like everybody decided to randomly hate me. It makes me feel paranoid, as if I did something wrong :( I try to distract myself and avoid thinking about it.
I'll do my best this year
Classes started on Tuesday 2nd, I'm currently doing great in these first three weeks. I'm delivering my homework at time, and I'm attending the japanese classes.
I have less free time but it's ok, I'm free friday, saturday and sunday.
But, I haven't feel okay lately. Cayetano and I don't talk anymore and I legit miss him... but, it's the best for both, he needs his space, I need mine. So, I'm lonely again.
Oh and, my friends reunited in valentine's day and they didn't invite me... so yes, I felt bad about it because they left me out. But, I don't want to cry anymore about it. Hmm, now that I think about it, I haven't cried in these days.
But, on the other hand, I feel like everybody decided to randomly hate me. It makes me feel paranoid, as if I did something wrong :( I try to distract myself and avoid thinking about it.
I'll do my best this year