Just another day

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Where to start..... Okay, well I still haven't heard from my work yet to start.. I hope to god I start soon. Kalley has gotten a bit bigger and is showing a lil bit. She is still sexy though.. Haahaa. She is still hella bitchy most of the time because of the pregnancey but I know we will work out. She called me lastngiht to apologize and because she was crying and going through depressive mood swings..Things have been to the point where I have been looking for another place to live, but I haven't any luck of that yet. I haven't been eating healthy due to hardly any food in the house. I have been writing a lot of poems and songs lately.. For some reason it isn't helping me vent anymore.

I am going to Kalley's today. Wish me luck on getting along with her. Haahaa. I think it will be alright. I miss her all the time. It seems like everyone is worried about me. But I dunno why.. I guess they see me struggling. I met a lot of new and kewl friends. I still miss my old true friends. You all know who they are.

It seems like I am just rambling. Maybe I am. I have no damn clue. I have been having some wierd ass dreams. They don't seem to make any sense. I wonder if they are telling me something or just things I have been thinking about a lot.

I need to upload new pics of me with my shaved head. I just haven't had a chance to. I think I look like shit all the time.