Aug 24, 2013 11:27
-Masuda-
"You will go to the hospital again, Masuda-kun?"
"Hm? Ah yes, Miyano-san. I promised to nii-san I will come, today he can go out from hospital." I answered him while put all my thing on my bag.
"Looks like your relationship with him is much more better now." He smiled. "That's good."
I laughed a little and nodded. "Yeah.. What else I could do.. I'm lucky he didn't reject me and let me disturb him with my visits eyeryday."
"Haha.. Hosoya-san won't think like that, he really wanna remember you. He told me. Just be patient Masuda-kun."
"Okay! Then, I'll go first Miyano-san.. Bye~" I bowed to him.
"Becareful, say my hello for Hosoya-san."
"Of course. Ja~"
It has been two weeks since I accepeted the fact that Nii-san doesn't remember anything about me because that accident. To be honest, I was very sad and upset that he just forget me like that. But, what could I do, it was not like he wants that. At least, he still let me visit him everyday. Until now he still treat me like someone he just know. I don't dare to force him. Sigh. Enough with all this complaint. Today the hospital let him out, and what makes me more happy is he asked me to accompany him back to his apartment.
"Hosoya-san~" I greet him while open the door. "Konichiwa~" I bowed to him.
He is sitting in his bed and watching the television. I saw he already changed his clothes. He turned to me and smiled. "Konichiwa, Masuda-kun." And I grimace at that name., even he calls me that a lot of time since that accident, deep in my heart I still couldn't accept that. "Are you done for today?"
"Yes, I am free until night~ We go home now?"
"Yes, of course. They let me out since this morning, I just wait for you."
"Oh, did I take too long to come here? Gomen Hosoya-san.."
"Haha.. That's okay, Let's go! I couldn't wait to get out of here." I laughed and took his bag. "My bag..."
"I will bring this. No but , Hosoya-san.."
"Thank you then.." He smiled and I followed him out.
-Hosoya-
"Waaa~~ Finally, fresh air~~~" I stretched out my hands. I saw Masuda-kun smile at me. And I won't deny that I am happy see his smile. I was relieved that he is not gloomy anymore. I thought he really want to kill me that time, especially when I call him "Masuda-san". I think even now he still upset everytime I call him "Masuda-kun", but he just smiled at me. Sigh.
"Hosoya-san, do you still remember where is your apartment?"
"Yes, I still remember."
"Then let's go to the bus stop first."
"No.. I wanna walk~"
"He?! Demo.. Hosoya-san.. You just released from hospital, how about your feet? They just recovered and you wanna use them for walking home?"
"My feet is okay. it's not that far. Slowly, we don't need to rush right?"
"But.. Hosoya-san~~" he started to whin at me.
"I'm fine, let's go!"
"Fine, don't say I dodn't warn you!"
"Haha.. Hai~ hai~"
He shrug and sighed. "Just tell me if you tired nii-san, we will stop and sit somewhere." And suddenly he turned at me. "Eto~~ gomen.. I was forgot.. Hosoya-san.."
"Actually it's okay if you wanna call me nii-san. I don't mind." And it's true, I am not lying, I really don't mind if he called me nii-san.
"Hontou?" his face is sparkling in happiness.
"Hontou.." I smiled.
"Yay! Arigatou nii-san!" And for a moment I thought he will hug me, but then he stopped and just jump a little like a kid got his candy.
After a while, my feet start to hurts, I am tired. Sigh. I won't tell this to Masuda-kun, he will laughed and smirked at me. Ah! I know..
"Have you eat something, Masuda-kun?"
"Hm? No~ since this morning."
"He? But this is almost dawn, you don't have lunch?"
"No.. No time.. hehe.."
"Geez, you.. Then let's eat, I think I saw pastry shop over there. Let's go there!" I turned around and pull him with me.
"Eh? Wa-wait.. I'm not hungry." And he is froze at the pastry shop's door.
"Why are you stopped? I promised you, i will buy strawberry cake for you. Then let's eat here."
He keep silent but he nodded. "Fine..."
-Masuda-
"Fine..."
Why he choose this place from all of the restaurant we just pass. Actually, I know the owner, nii-san too. This is one of my favorites restaurant. Did he remember that? I don't think so.
Klining.
"Welcome.." A man with two toned hair greet us. I never saw him before, where is the owner. We smiled and sit down. That two toned hair man give us the menu. i pink strawberry cake and frappuchino. Nii-san decide to order creme brulee and a glass of tea.
"Is it good?" Nii-san asked to me after our order come.
I nodded. Yes it is good. I really like Rei's cake. Rei is the name of the owner of this pastry shop. "Yes, it is delicious nii-san. You wanna try?"
"Emm.. No.. Looks like it was really sweet." he shake his head and smiled.
"Oh okay, yeah it is sweet."
A few moments later I saw someone go into the shop. Oh that's Rei. He approached the counter and greet that man who had served us.
"Are you done?" That man asked Rei. "Is it okay if I go first now?"
I saw Rei nodded. "Yes, thank you for helping me keep the shop."
"No problem, I will pick you up later, okay?" That man hugged and kiss Rei's forehead. Ah~ new lover?
"Ja~ Becareful.." Then that man wear his jacket and go out.
Then Rei realised that I was sitting here, at his shop. "Eh? Massu?" He smiled and come to my table.
"Hai, Rei. Where did you go? And who is that? I never saw him. Where is Lee?"
"Haha.. I was out for shopping some ingredients. And that was Kai. I broke up with Lee."
"Ouch!"
"You know him, Masuda-kun?" Nii-san decided to join this conversation.
"What? Masuda-kun? Since when you become Masuda-kun?" Rei confused. "You are Hosoya-san right?"
I sighed and grab Rei's hand. "Let me explain. Wait a moment nii-san." Nii-san nodded at me and I pulled Rei away from the table.
"He is Hosoya-san right?"
"Yes, he is nii-san."
"Then?"
"He has an accident about two weeks ago." I started to explain. "He don't remember me, at all." And when I explain to him, this sadness reappears in my heart.
"What? Oh my.. I'm sorry Massu.." he pat my shoulder.
"It's okay, I think I'm fine now."
"He will remember you again Massu, don't worry. Okay..?"
I just nodded and we go back to my table. Rei smiled at nii-san and go to the counter.
"You know him?"
"Yeah~ I know him, actually you know him too nii-san."
"Eh?"
"His name is Rei, he is the owner and the patissier. I used to buy cake here, you too. When I am asking you to buy me something. That's why, honestly I a little shocked when you drag me here. I thought you remember this place."
"No.. I don't remember anything about this place. I just wanna go here when I saw this place. Don't ask me why, I don't know. You said you didn't have eat anything for luch and I promised you a cake that time, so I decided to go here."
"Oh.." This sadness still won't go away from my heart and make me don't wanna continue this conversation.
-Hosoya-
"Oh.." I saw his face is changed from happy to gloomy. He bowed his had and not saying anything.
"Masuda-kun?"
"Ano.. Please stop call me like that nii-san, just for a moment please.." He hides his face, but I know he is crying right now. His voice is shaking. It is the first time he cried after my accident. Is it really hard for him that I don't remember him at all?
"I'm sorry..." That's all I can say this time. I'm really sorry. God, I wanna remember him, I couldn't hurt him more than this. Why I must forget him? Why him? I'm trying to asked Miyano-san that time, but he just said that I close to this boy, I really spoil and loved him. Loved him more than anything.
He started to finish his cake and he still don't wanna look at me. After done, he drinks his frappuchino and rubbed his eyes. He took a deep breath and finally he look at me and smiled.
"I'm done nii-san~ You will pay right? Hehe.."
"Ah yes.." How could he changed his mood really quick like that?
"You wanna more?"
"Ah no~ It was enough, I will eat again later. Thank you~ Ja, let's go?"
"Okay~"
I paid and I went out first. Masuda-kun still talking with the owner. I am leaning myself at the wall waiting for him. I don't wanna hurt Masuda-kun more than this. I decided,if I couldn't remember him, I will try to know him from the start again. I don't know how, but I will make him to tell me anything I need to know. I started to like him after all. And if like what everyone said, I ever loved him -really loved him- that means I can love him again.
'I don't wanna lose my little brother just because MaxBoys disbanded.'
Suddenly I feel dizzy, like I will fainted. What's that? Is that me who said that?
"Nii-san? Are you okay?" Masuda-kun looked worry at me.
"I'm fine.. What's that?" I pointed to the box he was carrying.
"Oh this?" he lifted it. "Strawberry cake, Rei forced me to take this home. Hehe.. Ja~ Let's go nii-san?"
"Yeah.." And out of nowhere, I reached out and took his hand. He looks so confused and shocked when I took his hand. "What? I could hold my own brother's hand right?"
"Ah.. Ye-yes of course nii-san.." He stuttered and his face was red. Kawaii~~
I will learn to know you again, while I'm waiting this memories to come again. I will try to be the Hosoya, your nii-san, the once you love. I don't wanna hurt you and make you cry again. I hope you have the patience for all that.
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Two figures walking down the street in Tokyo, with their hands at each other, accompanied by the sun that slowly began to set and replaced by the night.
Owari
or Tsuzuku LOL!
So I decided to continue my fic, and I borrow my fav anime character's from beyblade Kai and Rei~ *I just really love those two*
hosoya yoshimasa,
masuda toshiki,
fanfiction