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been taking finals all week. i think i passed the ones that i need to pass. i only skippd 2! english11 now and...fucking...art or something earlier this week. but i faild those classes. so fuck it.
mana- hope you found some green in canada! i misses you!!
so any fucking way...kristy and me are chillin tonight. i got some bud (kb)from this guy scott in my guitar class and i got a bowl pack at home. i have to try and save some for when kristy comes over.
but im just so bad at that whole "saving" thing.
ive been feeling like shit.
not just mentally like normal.
but i can not stop coughing.
i have tried...
it just keeps coming.
and i think i am beginning to lose weight again.
i dont know why i keep losing weight.
i have changed nothing.
sometimes i seriously worry that i have some desiese (fuck if i can spell) or something. ive got this cough and hacking up of chunks, i have a stomach thing where every once in a while my body will reject any and all foods and even water for weeks at a time. my body just isnt normal in any of its functions. oh well...
and ppl ask me how i lost 40 lbs...
hey, maybe if i lose more weight i can be one of those skinny "cool kids" that everyone loves so fucking much. all id have to do is talk/act/be like an idiot and do anything anyone wants from me.
so far it looks like its not gonna work....
"So cut my wrists and black my eyes(CUT MY WRIST AND BLACK MY EYES)
So i can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone"
mana- hope you found some green in canada! i misses you!!
so any fucking way...kristy and me are chillin tonight. i got some bud (kb)from this guy scott in my guitar class and i got a bowl pack at home. i have to try and save some for when kristy comes over.
but im just so bad at that whole "saving" thing.
ive been feeling like shit.
not just mentally like normal.
but i can not stop coughing.
i have tried...
it just keeps coming.
and i think i am beginning to lose weight again.
i dont know why i keep losing weight.
i have changed nothing.
sometimes i seriously worry that i have some desiese (fuck if i can spell) or something. ive got this cough and hacking up of chunks, i have a stomach thing where every once in a while my body will reject any and all foods and even water for weeks at a time. my body just isnt normal in any of its functions. oh well...
and ppl ask me how i lost 40 lbs...
hey, maybe if i lose more weight i can be one of those skinny "cool kids" that everyone loves so fucking much. all id have to do is talk/act/be like an idiot and do anything anyone wants from me.
so far it looks like its not gonna work....
"So cut my wrists and black my eyes(CUT MY WRIST AND BLACK MY EYES)
So i can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone"