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TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WANT TO BE TREATED
you know, things happen in life that we don't understand... and as much as we want to and try to understand, there is always something that prevents us from understanding. sometimes these things that happen that we don't understand, really hurt us. as much as we like to tell ourselves that everything happens for a reason, there are many times we question if there is a reason. we begin to question ourselves, we begin to question things we have done, we begin to think "what if things were done differently." i've been taught that you get in fights with the people you care about the most, because those are the relationships your willing to fight for. i've been in a not-so-great mood inside for i'd say about a month, maybe a little longer. i do a good job hiding my feelings, i try not to let things get to me... but there are always going to be certain things, that if they hit you hard enough and if it means something to you, no matter how much you try and forget the past and try not to think about what's going on, you can't completely get rid of it. lately, the reason why i have been working out constantly, playing basketball, and working whenever i possibly can... is because those are three things that can get my mind away from things. i worked 65 hours last week... in 5 days. i'm not even sure if i'm allowed to be working over 40 hours a week at my age, but i signed up to work 65 last week and most certainly did that. i have also signed up to work everyday we have practice during bball season... i will go straight from bball to work until close. when i get home from work, i'll go to sleep. i will also work almost every saturday and sunday (except for homecoming saturday and possibly BG bowl if that ends up being on a saturday). i dunno, i guess i just wish i had an answer, that there was a reason, that things would be fixed. and to add another thing to the mix, the guy that i have liked for 3 years now... still has no clue. i just want to say that i love my friends to death, and appreciate those who are always there for me and who always manage to make me smile and laugh. i also appreciate those who come visit me and work and sit with me for hours and talk, that completely rocks. it may be a little thing, but i really appreciate the little things.
We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next, don't talk much the next and don't want to talk to each other the year after that... So I just wanted to say that even if I don't talk to you ever again, you are special to me and have made a difference in my life.
This is to let old friends know that I haven't forgotten them, and to tell my new friends that I never will.
People live... but they also die. If you died tomorrow, you'd always be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
to laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch... to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. this is to have succeeded. - emerson
"Stop judging according to outward appearances; rather judge
according to righteous judgment."
-John 7:24
"A patient person shows great understanding, but a quick-tempered one
promotes foolishness."
-Proverbs 14:29
"Six things the Lord hates; in fact, seven are detestable to Him:
arrogant eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a
heart that plots wicked schemes, feet eager to run to evil, a lying
witness who gives false testimony, and one who stirs up trouble among
brothers."
-Proverbs 6:16-19
I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last...
tell me you've had trouble sleeping
that you toss and turn from side to side
that it's my face you've been seeing in your dreams at night
tell me that you wake up crying
and you're not sure exactly why
i wish you'd make this easy
you try to break me
you try to hate me
it's unbelievable but i believed you
irreplacable but i'll replace you
now i'm standing on my own
alone