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Well, that was quite a scare today. He's never coughed like that before, I didn't think he was going to stop, that's very dangerous..
I.. I nearly said everything to him, nearly.. I confessed a few things, but he is not stupid.. he probably got the rest.
I only remember being this gentle and kind back when I was young and mother was still with father and I.
I've closed my heart so tightly..
but he opened it.
He's going to the doctor tomorrow, I'm going to..
If I lose him...
I.. I don't know.
I need some sleep.