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[scandalous_4you]

It's been a while since I have last updated .... and in those past 4 months , my life has taken me to hell and back more than once . I've lost many things that i've cared about , along with many people. I've changed schools , changed friends , changed boyfirends , changed habits , changed me , but all i've come to realize is how much i really am

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[sarah1424]

chelsea, you were someone who was there from the start and i realized we had drifted but i always envied your ambitions and pretty much everything about you. YOu have worked so hard in your life... and you quit dance... and now your out of ib.. I love you girl and totally understand the changing schools thing i had to get out of that hell. cliques were established before our freshmen year had begun... and it was amazing how it only got more intense. I relished the fact i could jump from group to group and be friends with whoever but i only found myself judged in the end and i didn't like the person i had become, and so i've started over at gateway and im only finding now its a lot harder than i thought that their are people and groups that will forever be in eighth grade. Anyways my point in all this is you've got ot goback to who you were and focus on your own life and yourself. FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE! I think it would be really great if we could establish our friendship again because i know your one of the few people I've had the amount of sober fun we did! oh nooooo... now its probably in your head too from the pictures the videos the BLINDS! we had everything in our hands and didn't even realize it.

[scandalous_4you]

i can't tell u how much that meant to me sarah .. i miss you more than you know , we did have an amazing friendship and even though we have drifted i still care about you and love hearing from you !! PLEASE PLEASE call me so that we can get together and start over together ... i love you girl <3<3