okay okay
maybe i miss things a little bit...
the dreams about the previous girlfriend trying to be my friend scare me
now, i'm just like her if not worse.
i know i don't deserve this though, thats how i'm dealing with it all so well.
or am i?
no i really think i am. i think everyone is trying to see a pattern in my reaction but its completely different.
i haven't even thought about being lonely until i got this cold and realized i would really like someone to most likely share my sickness with me.
i don't have to worry about what i do anymore, who im with, what nights to keep free.
at the same rate i have no consistency, but did i really have that to begin with?
after recent events i realized there was no consistency, just lies. oh boy.
trust is overrated, i wish there was someone to prove me wrong.
i got nothing but i can still be happy, and i'm doing a good job of it.
the dreams about the previous girlfriend trying to be my friend scare me
now, i'm just like her if not worse.
i know i don't deserve this though, thats how i'm dealing with it all so well.
or am i?
no i really think i am. i think everyone is trying to see a pattern in my reaction but its completely different.
i haven't even thought about being lonely until i got this cold and realized i would really like someone to most likely share my sickness with me.
i don't have to worry about what i do anymore, who im with, what nights to keep free.
at the same rate i have no consistency, but did i really have that to begin with?
after recent events i realized there was no consistency, just lies. oh boy.
trust is overrated, i wish there was someone to prove me wrong.
i got nothing but i can still be happy, and i'm doing a good job of it.