Did I???

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Did I really say a month ago that I miss having Gerry around me all the time. Holy shit, I think I have gotten used to the quiet and solitude in my car, because now that he is out of jail, I am going insane. He got out yesterday finally and with no one having to bail him out. They could not hold him any longer and the existing charges, actually they held him a lot longer then he should have be held. But anyways. He is so fucking hyper that last night we almost got into two car accidents. I won't go into details but they were both very very close calls. I am home tonight and I am going to go to sleep soon I hope and all I have to do tomorrow is get up long enough to go take care of my friends horses.
I just wanna sit around the house, clean my room and relax. I hope I can do this. I really really need to do this. My life is changing at such a high speed things around me and in my mind are becoming chaotic.