wants
i want to return to place that never existed
to curl up in arms that never loved me
to hear sweet nothings never whispered
to remember kisses that never were
to leap backwards into pools of other people's memories
to dance the Charleston on a thousand screens
to sing to a crowd of imaginary friends
to hold up a thousand cups
to cry over a thousand loses
to die young and brave in a fire
to miss a hundred people
to be missed by millions more
to catch a midnight train in Chicago
to build something great
to destroy everything good
i want it all
it's all i want