okay... kindasortaupdateness
well... the long and short of what's been happening to me is... i don't really remember. i know i have been really frustrated lately by the lack of structure to my days. right now i want to work not because i need the money, nope, not an issue at the moment for once - but simply because i'm bored of waking up and not actually having something to do.
i met some people, find myself surprisingly closer to anton than simone at the moment. i'm still close to both of them but... simone is numbing my brain with the circles she's going in at the moment. i don't like my brain being numbed... yesterday they had an argument like they never had before and me? i felt so awkward but i notice this much... when it comes to those really late nights out? i should always ask anton to take me home because he'll make sure i get there. i'm not saying simone won't walk me home... i'm just saying me and simone are very bad influences on each other and instead of making sure i get home during the night i might just find myself arriving home at like............................ the following afternoon instead lol.
basically i find myself needing to make some changes to my lifestyle cause i feel brain cells dying on me.
that was the most uninformative entry i've done to date but you know what? don't care, i find that people talk waaaaay too much and whilst i can't care about how open mouthed i've been in the past i also find that i currently really don't want everyone knowing every detail of my life right now. certain people certain priviledges.
i met some people, find myself surprisingly closer to anton than simone at the moment. i'm still close to both of them but... simone is numbing my brain with the circles she's going in at the moment. i don't like my brain being numbed... yesterday they had an argument like they never had before and me? i felt so awkward but i notice this much... when it comes to those really late nights out? i should always ask anton to take me home because he'll make sure i get there. i'm not saying simone won't walk me home... i'm just saying me and simone are very bad influences on each other and instead of making sure i get home during the night i might just find myself arriving home at like............................ the following afternoon instead lol.
basically i find myself needing to make some changes to my lifestyle cause i feel brain cells dying on me.
that was the most uninformative entry i've done to date but you know what? don't care, i find that people talk waaaaay too much and whilst i can't care about how open mouthed i've been in the past i also find that i currently really don't want everyone knowing every detail of my life right now. certain people certain priviledges.