because airing is healthy to me....
- anton's hostel got broken into and now he's had to be moved. i don't actually know how long he's going to be at his new one but ... there you go. shit happens.
- my supposed best friend is being funny with me over something that is completely not my fault. i would explain but this is a public entry and i only feel to share the info with certain people. all i'm saying was that she was THERE so she could have said no, and i seem to recall being the only one in the room who WAS saying no so if she wants to hold that against me she can give me my clothes and my chain and i can go my own separate way because i really don't need that kind of bullshit right now.
- my mother gave me the keys for a total of one day. i told her i was staying out on wednesday, i did not stay out any other days that week all i said was that i don't know what time i'm coming home. which is the honest truth because i don't go out thinking 'oh, i'm going to come home by this time regardless of what i need to do', i go out with an idea of what i'm doing and i don't come home until it's all done because otherwise it won't GET done - i'm a procrastinator like that. anyway, she took the keys off me, okay, watch me bang off the door at 1am cause she wants to be stupid.
i would explain what else but i have 30 minutes to get ready for work. i just figured i need to start venting because not venting is resulting in whole days of not eating and crying. no, it's not normal behaviour, but it is behaviour that i find usually signals an oncoming bout of depression which means i will hole up and refuse to work my way out of this situation. i can't do that right now, i can't afford to.
- my supposed best friend is being funny with me over something that is completely not my fault. i would explain but this is a public entry and i only feel to share the info with certain people. all i'm saying was that she was THERE so she could have said no, and i seem to recall being the only one in the room who WAS saying no so if she wants to hold that against me she can give me my clothes and my chain and i can go my own separate way because i really don't need that kind of bullshit right now.
- my mother gave me the keys for a total of one day. i told her i was staying out on wednesday, i did not stay out any other days that week all i said was that i don't know what time i'm coming home. which is the honest truth because i don't go out thinking 'oh, i'm going to come home by this time regardless of what i need to do', i go out with an idea of what i'm doing and i don't come home until it's all done because otherwise it won't GET done - i'm a procrastinator like that. anyway, she took the keys off me, okay, watch me bang off the door at 1am cause she wants to be stupid.
i would explain what else but i have 30 minutes to get ready for work. i just figured i need to start venting because not venting is resulting in whole days of not eating and crying. no, it's not normal behaviour, but it is behaviour that i find usually signals an oncoming bout of depression which means i will hole up and refuse to work my way out of this situation. i can't do that right now, i can't afford to.