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Addendum to previous entry:
To put it another way, I feel that I'm not possessing of a body, but possessed by a body. I make choices, go places, do things, but I don't feel like I'm willing them so much as being a part of their happening. This is when sober, BTW.
It's kind of fun, actually. And might have something to do with being non-binary/agender. Comorbid with it, if not caused by it, because it's not something that lends itself to a sex-based gender identity.
I think I'll re-open my TMI/brainwreck journal. I've been posting fairly candid stuff on LJ, so I'm not worried about that, but the temporary ritual space of another name has an appeal. Will start adding the potentially-interested when it's up!
To put it another way, I feel that I'm not possessing of a body, but possessed by a body. I make choices, go places, do things, but I don't feel like I'm willing them so much as being a part of their happening. This is when sober, BTW.
It's kind of fun, actually. And might have something to do with being non-binary/agender. Comorbid with it, if not caused by it, because it's not something that lends itself to a sex-based gender identity.
I think I'll re-open my TMI/brainwreck journal. I've been posting fairly candid stuff on LJ, so I'm not worried about that, but the temporary ritual space of another name has an appeal. Will start adding the potentially-interested when it's up!