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well here I am. I dont know what to say. I have nothing really on my mind except one thing. I have to get it off my mind or it will kill me. I am so sorry, I hope you are better without me. I hope this was the right thing to do. I know now you will find someone who is nice and respectfull twards you. It wasnt me, it wasnt my place to be with you. We had some awesome times that I will never forget and that I will never stop thinking about. You are always on my mind. You will always be in my heart. I hope you can forgive me for doing what I did in our relationship. You werre the best thing that ever happened to me. I hope with all of my heart you are happy with someone else, b/c that is how it had to be. I am not who you want me to be. There is someone out there that wont argue with you, wont fuck everything up, and will be more like the man you want to marry. I am sorry it couldnt be me. I wish it was