Slowly taking my hostage's lives...
So yesterday I finished my application for UCF. I really, really hope I get in. Something in my body is giving me a bad feeling about it though. Like with FSU, I thought I was going to get in...period...but I got defered...which is not in, but not out...so I dunno. I hope I have better luck with UCF because I really, really wanna go there. It's weird. For the first time in a long while I WANT to go to college. I can't wait, in fact...but I won't want to go if I don't get accepted to UCF. UGH! Say a little prayer for me...and if you don't believe in God, wish me luck.
I'm really surprised. Matt and I have been getting a long almost perfectly lately. It's odd. Like the calm before the storm maybe? This always happens before a huge blow-up. We're both really nice to eachother and enjoy our time together...but then the next thing we know, we're at eachother's throat. I really hope that doesn't happen. I dunno if I could handle it. I miss him all the time. I'm becoming very clingy to him. I always miss him and never want him to be away from me. Is that a bad thing? I mean, it's not clingy in the sense that I cry whenever he's away or I can't hang out with my friends without missing him terribly. We can be away from eachother and be fine...but I dunno, I just want him here with me...all the time. I don't think that's a bad thing...but I could be wrong.
In other news, Matt found a new band. No name as of yet, but he said they're really getting along...despite the drummer (who matt has been with in a band before). They apparently wrote two songs yesterday and were getting a lot of stuff done. Maybe this is the big break Matt's been waiting for...I hope so.
Anyone know for sure when that government paper is due?
I'm really surprised. Matt and I have been getting a long almost perfectly lately. It's odd. Like the calm before the storm maybe? This always happens before a huge blow-up. We're both really nice to eachother and enjoy our time together...but then the next thing we know, we're at eachother's throat. I really hope that doesn't happen. I dunno if I could handle it. I miss him all the time. I'm becoming very clingy to him. I always miss him and never want him to be away from me. Is that a bad thing? I mean, it's not clingy in the sense that I cry whenever he's away or I can't hang out with my friends without missing him terribly. We can be away from eachother and be fine...but I dunno, I just want him here with me...all the time. I don't think that's a bad thing...but I could be wrong.
In other news, Matt found a new band. No name as of yet, but he said they're really getting along...despite the drummer (who matt has been with in a band before). They apparently wrote two songs yesterday and were getting a lot of stuff done. Maybe this is the big break Matt's been waiting for...I hope so.
Anyone know for sure when that government paper is due?