been some time...
Okay so recently Lacy has brought to my attention that I have a live journal, that I made sometime last year. Well since I'm a monumental loser. I guess I have all the time in the world to update this evey once in a while. Lets see I didn't look to see when I last updated. I'm sure quite a bit of nothing has happened since then. Mine and lacy's 1 year anniversary was this month on the 10th. I'm real pleased with that. There's nothing in the world cared more for by me than she. Lets see I lost my job. I was "laid off". When really I was probably just fired for doing just enough work to get my job done and nothing else but sit and talk on the phone. They just used the safe way of telling me. Such a boring place without the phone I just may have quit sooner...Nah no chance, being broke blows. Yeah so now I just sit around my house trying to vent some of this terrible boredom. Basically I need just to get off my ass and do something before I start losing the things that actually mean something to me. I have just an extreme lack of motivation. like i think maybe today i will clean up this computer room some so its actually enjoyable to be in here. all i really need to get myself cleaning is music and drugs. pffft unfortunately jobs frown on you getting high and rocking out while you work. oh well i guess my boredom is so thick that you can see it reading this so that should be enough to make me wanna get up and get my shit together. well i'm gone to clean this shit hole up a bit....