dkljskf!!
hmm.. so it's been a little while...
last week was going awesome. i was extremely happy everyday & thursday's little work visit totally made my day & week.
so then friday came along. worked as usual.. then got changed & got ready for lisa & jorge to pick me up from work. stopped by HT to say hello to donald & clay.. the usual. made some stops on the way to solid sounds. saw cody for a sec. then headed off to drew/jesse's house for a party! it was loads of fun, saw a lot of people that i hadn't seen in a while & got COMPLETELY.. well, i spent a lot of time with my lovely jose<3. ;) yeah.. on an empty stomach- not always the best idea. it started out as a lot of fun & then some drunken fool lksfjslkgj. yeah. left for a min w/jenn, lisa, & jorge to pick jenn's mom's car up since lisa had to be home. on the way there, jose ended up all over the place. lmao. gross. so on the way back to the party w/jenn i met some random guy & he asked me for my #. LOL. yeah, so we got back to the party. more UGH went down. i was really upset about something & eventually i sobered up. felt shitty. almost spent the night at drew's but just didn't even feel like being there anymore. got someone that i met at the party to drive me home at like 5AM. felt horrible about certain things & people. passed the fuck out.
so the next day begins like any normal day. waking up & getting ready for work. on break, i went over to do the usual & well yeah.. basically things got shitty. I'm really mad at a certain employee from over there & I really dislike another. so since then things have pritty much been shitty.
i've been in the shittiest moods.. i don't think i've been this upset in a while. i tried writing a letter. i wish it would work. he's going to hate himself one day for doing this to me. i'm crushed.
on my day off i did absolutely nothing, other than deliver the letter. i just didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone.. or move. much. sam saved the day though. i love her<3
& last night was a lot of fun. & also very.. interesting i guess? def WEIRD. but i got to see robert & i love him more than life so yeah.
today was a pritty good day at work, despite some things that brought me down during the day. BUT cody totally made my day. <3 ..jon picked me up from work & we spent some time together. blehh we miss heather more than anything. [i love you, come home soon!]
WELL.. i dunno, hopefully this weekend doesn't bring any more drama into my life. everything really sucks right now, BUT i know it will eventually blow over. blah. well i guess i'm gonna upate *dear somebody*.
g'nite all.♥
last week was going awesome. i was extremely happy everyday & thursday's little work visit totally made my day & week.
so then friday came along. worked as usual.. then got changed & got ready for lisa & jorge to pick me up from work. stopped by HT to say hello to donald & clay.. the usual. made some stops on the way to solid sounds. saw cody for a sec. then headed off to drew/jesse's house for a party! it was loads of fun, saw a lot of people that i hadn't seen in a while & got COMPLETELY.. well, i spent a lot of time with my lovely jose<3. ;) yeah.. on an empty stomach- not always the best idea. it started out as a lot of fun & then some drunken fool lksfjslkgj. yeah. left for a min w/jenn, lisa, & jorge to pick jenn's mom's car up since lisa had to be home. on the way there, jose ended up all over the place. lmao. gross. so on the way back to the party w/jenn i met some random guy & he asked me for my #. LOL. yeah, so we got back to the party. more UGH went down. i was really upset about something & eventually i sobered up. felt shitty. almost spent the night at drew's but just didn't even feel like being there anymore. got someone that i met at the party to drive me home at like 5AM. felt horrible about certain things & people. passed the fuck out.
so the next day begins like any normal day. waking up & getting ready for work. on break, i went over to do the usual & well yeah.. basically things got shitty. I'm really mad at a certain employee from over there & I really dislike another. so since then things have pritty much been shitty.
i've been in the shittiest moods.. i don't think i've been this upset in a while. i tried writing a letter. i wish it would work. he's going to hate himself one day for doing this to me. i'm crushed.
on my day off i did absolutely nothing, other than deliver the letter. i just didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone.. or move. much. sam saved the day though. i love her<3
& last night was a lot of fun. & also very.. interesting i guess? def WEIRD. but i got to see robert & i love him more than life so yeah.
today was a pritty good day at work, despite some things that brought me down during the day. BUT cody totally made my day. <3 ..jon picked me up from work & we spent some time together. blehh we miss heather more than anything. [i love you, come home soon!]
WELL.. i dunno, hopefully this weekend doesn't bring any more drama into my life. everything really sucks right now, BUT i know it will eventually blow over. blah. well i guess i'm gonna upate *dear somebody*.
g'nite all.♥