Year-end summary
I haven't posted anything in a while now, I guess I must not have had too much to say, but I figured it was time for an update.
Christmas was okay, spoiled the hell out of my niece as usual, plus did actually get 2 gifts. Nothing too extravagant, a C5 throw blanket from the Johnson Clan and a hat from Barnes, guess he must have noticed the receding hairline, who knows.
On a lighter note the doctors have finally put a name to my newest condition, well not new, been going on for quite some time now. I figured it was just the normal winter blues that hits me hardest around the holidays. This year it had gotten worse than usual, with everything that has occurred in the last year there had to be somewhat of an effect. Some doors were reopened that probably should have been dealt with long ago, regaining some old friends and losing one all over again. I never would have dreamed that PTSD could have this great of an impact.
Now that the year is winding down perhaps I can shake the feeling of being a disappointment to my family and friends. I know I am not a complete failure I'm still here, still fighting my way back to the surface.
I hope that 2007 is better for everyone...