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I feel distanced. I feel so far away from everything and everyone that I love. I'm fucking depressed. There are 2 things that make me happy these days: My girlfriend and my friends. I don't get enough of those two. Ever. I never will. I don't know wether it's because they are the best thing ever or if it's just because I'm a jealous bastard.
I love my friends to death. I'd die for every single one of them. I wish I could see them way more often. They bring the good times and when I'm with them everything that's bothering me all the other time seems to leave my mind. I'm grateful to have such amazing people in my life that put up with my shitty attitude and being a dick head all the time. I don't see how yall do it. I don't know why either. I've pushed every single one of you away at one point or another. I'm cold hearted. I'm bitter. I don't know how to change that. I don't know how to live other than I do, and I'm sorry for that. Thanks for all you do.
I really don't think anyone could understand how much I care for my girlfriend. She is the sweetest, most beautiful person I've ever met. I've never felt this way about anything or anyone before and I hope this feeling lasts forever. The last thing I'd ever want is to hurt her in any way. I love her so much and she means the world to me. Even if I don't get to see her much, I make the best of it when I do.
Having your best friend and your girlfriend live two hours away isn't the easiest thing. The two people that you care about, trust, love, and need to be around the most are so far away is horrible, but worthwhile. I wish I could be with them every minute of my life. This helps me. It's helped me realize that I should make the most out of everything. I should make the most out of every single time I get to see them, or anyone that I care about for that matter. They keep me on track. I don't know what I'd do if I lost those two. I'd probably want to die.
If you're still reading this, then thanks for listening to me complain. I just needed to get this stuff off of my chest.
I love my friends to death. I'd die for every single one of them. I wish I could see them way more often. They bring the good times and when I'm with them everything that's bothering me all the other time seems to leave my mind. I'm grateful to have such amazing people in my life that put up with my shitty attitude and being a dick head all the time. I don't see how yall do it. I don't know why either. I've pushed every single one of you away at one point or another. I'm cold hearted. I'm bitter. I don't know how to change that. I don't know how to live other than I do, and I'm sorry for that. Thanks for all you do.
I really don't think anyone could understand how much I care for my girlfriend. She is the sweetest, most beautiful person I've ever met. I've never felt this way about anything or anyone before and I hope this feeling lasts forever. The last thing I'd ever want is to hurt her in any way. I love her so much and she means the world to me. Even if I don't get to see her much, I make the best of it when I do.
Having your best friend and your girlfriend live two hours away isn't the easiest thing. The two people that you care about, trust, love, and need to be around the most are so far away is horrible, but worthwhile. I wish I could be with them every minute of my life. This helps me. It's helped me realize that I should make the most out of everything. I should make the most out of every single time I get to see them, or anyone that I care about for that matter. They keep me on track. I don't know what I'd do if I lost those two. I'd probably want to die.
If you're still reading this, then thanks for listening to me complain. I just needed to get this stuff off of my chest.