Reminiscentia
Do I really need to think of a title every time I attempt to write something in here? Hahaha. Well, I am not sure if there is indeed such word. Anyway, just pardon me if I keep using words related to nostalgia and memories for the past few days and for the coming ones cause for the past few months that I really liked to jot down all the things that I felt inside, I just feel that this is the right moment to unleash them.
What I noticed the past few days is that my phone is not that easily low in battery already. I guess it just implies that I am having less interaction with my co-Sun subscribers. hehe. I wonder how many pages will my bill be during this period. My cut off was June 21 and actually I already have an idea that it my bill for this month will cost around 400+ only. Affordable right? :D. I always get so happy and contented every time I received a very thick bill outlining all the calls and texts I made with a P0.00 there cause most were sun to sun calls =) I usually save 10K - 15K a month because of these service of Digitel. I just wonder if there will be a decrease for the succeeding months.
Well, I still get to keep in touch with some friends. Actually last night, had a text conversation with Anna, my soon-to-be officemate in Wingcast. They had a night out yesterday at Metrowalk. They actually wanted to invite me but thought that I was already on my way home (which was quite true)
Actually, I almost got stranded last night 'cause after I took off the tricycle, the rain poured very hard that I had to stand by a sari-sari store for quite a while while waiting for the rain to subside.
I was the first one to go home and made sure that the gate was tightly locked. I wouldn't imagine what my family would do to me if I will leave the gate open for another one hour and a half!! :O
My family was very happy to see me tonight =) I would like to think that it was all because of the right choices that I made. Well, I just don't know, but right now, I just feel that there is peace at home since I started doing the things that are favorable to them...
Well, I am starting to try some things I think I haven't done before. I guess this is where the saying 'If you can't beat them, join them' comes in. For the past few months, I was so focused on trying to stand on my own, be independent and to do things my way. I observed that most of the time, I fail. Well, one reason could be my parents really know me very well and another reason, that I don't see very often, is I guess the mere fact that it's not yet the right time =( I just have to accept the fact that I will never stand to see my family get hurt because I did what I wanted to do for myself. I think the right definition of freedom is doing something that you want without stepping others' foot, right? Well, I guess the things that transpired just explains the fact that it was not pure freedom that I was looking for. It was more on wildness. =)
It was just quite saddening 'cause I was so into satisfying my wildness and my madness in love, I forgot to appreciate the blessings that I have received. I almost forgot how lucky I am:
1)to be able to work not because I have to raise a family but to experience working in a multinational company.
2)to have a good family backer to catch me in events when I make big mistakes.
3)to be able to have the luxury of watching movies, going to malls, going abroad, eating three times a day, having a solid family foundation, having a good future to look upon..
4)to have good and sincere friends who I could trust and rely.
5)to be in a prestigious school and have an edge among others when it comes to job application and career growth
6)to be able to receive a competitive salary renumeration on my very first formal job.
7)many more blessings that I am not conscious of as of the moment.
Well, as Ate Marj has mentioned over lunch, life is all about a matter of perspective. :D Everything is relative =) I guess I have to just continue telling myself how lucky I am everytime a misfortune hits me. How I wish I could sustain this kind of outlook in life every time I face a challenge. =)
What I noticed the past few days is that my phone is not that easily low in battery already. I guess it just implies that I am having less interaction with my co-Sun subscribers. hehe. I wonder how many pages will my bill be during this period. My cut off was June 21 and actually I already have an idea that it my bill for this month will cost around 400+ only. Affordable right? :D. I always get so happy and contented every time I received a very thick bill outlining all the calls and texts I made with a P0.00 there cause most were sun to sun calls =) I usually save 10K - 15K a month because of these service of Digitel. I just wonder if there will be a decrease for the succeeding months.
Well, I still get to keep in touch with some friends. Actually last night, had a text conversation with Anna, my soon-to-be officemate in Wingcast. They had a night out yesterday at Metrowalk. They actually wanted to invite me but thought that I was already on my way home (which was quite true)
Actually, I almost got stranded last night 'cause after I took off the tricycle, the rain poured very hard that I had to stand by a sari-sari store for quite a while while waiting for the rain to subside.
I was the first one to go home and made sure that the gate was tightly locked. I wouldn't imagine what my family would do to me if I will leave the gate open for another one hour and a half!! :O
My family was very happy to see me tonight =) I would like to think that it was all because of the right choices that I made. Well, I just don't know, but right now, I just feel that there is peace at home since I started doing the things that are favorable to them...
Well, I am starting to try some things I think I haven't done before. I guess this is where the saying 'If you can't beat them, join them' comes in. For the past few months, I was so focused on trying to stand on my own, be independent and to do things my way. I observed that most of the time, I fail. Well, one reason could be my parents really know me very well and another reason, that I don't see very often, is I guess the mere fact that it's not yet the right time =( I just have to accept the fact that I will never stand to see my family get hurt because I did what I wanted to do for myself. I think the right definition of freedom is doing something that you want without stepping others' foot, right? Well, I guess the things that transpired just explains the fact that it was not pure freedom that I was looking for. It was more on wildness. =)
It was just quite saddening 'cause I was so into satisfying my wildness and my madness in love, I forgot to appreciate the blessings that I have received. I almost forgot how lucky I am:
1)to be able to work not because I have to raise a family but to experience working in a multinational company.
2)to have a good family backer to catch me in events when I make big mistakes.
3)to be able to have the luxury of watching movies, going to malls, going abroad, eating three times a day, having a solid family foundation, having a good future to look upon..
4)to have good and sincere friends who I could trust and rely.
5)to be in a prestigious school and have an edge among others when it comes to job application and career growth
6)to be able to receive a competitive salary renumeration on my very first formal job.
7)many more blessings that I am not conscious of as of the moment.
Well, as Ate Marj has mentioned over lunch, life is all about a matter of perspective. :D Everything is relative =) I guess I have to just continue telling myself how lucky I am everytime a misfortune hits me. How I wish I could sustain this kind of outlook in life every time I face a challenge. =)