God, it's such a drag when you're livin' in the past...
"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
-Chuck Palahniuk
Still fighting some major demons, in my head and in my actions. I never got the blueprint for how all this is supposed to work. This real world, this unemployment, this casual thing, this confusion, it is all cascading at once, and building up somewhat quickly.
What is the point that you quit shooting for your dreams and settle? I never thought I'd be the one to settle. The worst part is that no, I never wanted that, I just wanted him to want it, ya know? That whole ego thing. I guess I agree with the above quote with the exception of the last statement. Oh well. Too selfish, too alone.
-Chuck Palahniuk
Still fighting some major demons, in my head and in my actions. I never got the blueprint for how all this is supposed to work. This real world, this unemployment, this casual thing, this confusion, it is all cascading at once, and building up somewhat quickly.
What is the point that you quit shooting for your dreams and settle? I never thought I'd be the one to settle. The worst part is that no, I never wanted that, I just wanted him to want it, ya know? That whole ego thing. I guess I agree with the above quote with the exception of the last statement. Oh well. Too selfish, too alone.