Jul 02, 2005 21:05
So I lost my locator [cellphone] and that's quite gay cause I'm missing time I could be chill'n wit friends. But its okay I cancelled my phone. But it brings great sorrow since I had plans to chill with tall kid and then my faerie. Speaking of plans. Yesterday being at Denny's brought sorrow to me for things I don't have the will to do and just cause I'm werid and NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND ME AND I'LL TAKE THAT TO MY GRAVE. They can only come so close before it happens and then once again I'm in the dark seaching for the green light to overcome the sadness. Most people just laugh at me but it helps me know that they don't understand me. My faerie understands me [a tad bit] and that freaks me out...I wonder how such a mystical splendor could actually open me up and make me valnerable. Those faeries as so mischievous and awesome. As werid as it is people like me need faeries so that we can be normal and one day not the way we are now. Being able to show emotions again hasn't ever looked this good before.
From the Abyss to Heaven I'll be a Midnight Blaze
Still SBird King of Sky
[KIng of the Chickens]
[In the end I hope you Feel Good]