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Mar 18, 2009 23:30

I'm so glad no one goes on this anymore.

Ugh saint patricks day... Rediculas.

it was fun.

So, I want to go back in time three years! yess..

I'm stupid

I like a guy who well,doesn't date.

I dont think. I mean ive gotten close with him but i have a feeling i am about to chase him away.

i want him so bad and i dont know why. I just wanna go back to who i used to like

I never saw him, we didnt talk, it was perfect, nothing could go wrong.

but now, i do get to hang out with the guy, and all. but i am me, and am not alloud to have the person i want, soyeah.

I dont know what i do wrong or why im so unapealing.

Just once can i have a relation ship, one that lasts and stuff

Not one where im a crazy lunitic, or one where i am caught up in some one else.

I want him and noone could come around and change that.

i think that would make everything awesome.

I'm trying to contain my mel moments were i freak out about stupid things.

im deffanatly gettin g better.

Ughh

Bethany, i know your out there, please, PLEASE help me, I'm the only one who you gave me permission, so can you help me sucseed wit hthis.

I really want him. its horrable.

RIP bethany, its now been a month.

ugh. why did you have to go.
=/ help. i wish i could have helped you.
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