Mar 18, 2009 23:30
I'm so glad no one goes on this anymore.
Ugh saint patricks day... Rediculas.
it was fun.
So, I want to go back in time three years! yess..
I'm stupid
I like a guy who well,doesn't date.
I dont think. I mean ive gotten close with him but i have a feeling i am about to chase him away.
i want him so bad and i dont know why. I just wanna go back to who i used to like
I never saw him, we didnt talk, it was perfect, nothing could go wrong.
but now, i do get to hang out with the guy, and all. but i am me, and am not alloud to have the person i want, soyeah.
I dont know what i do wrong or why im so unapealing.
Just once can i have a relation ship, one that lasts and stuff
Not one where im a crazy lunitic, or one where i am caught up in some one else.
I want him and noone could come around and change that.
i think that would make everything awesome.
I'm trying to contain my mel moments were i freak out about stupid things.
im deffanatly gettin g better.
Ughh
Bethany, i know your out there, please, PLEASE help me, I'm the only one who you gave me permission, so can you help me sucseed wit hthis.
I really want him. its horrable.
RIP bethany, its now been a month.
ugh. why did you have to go.
=/ help. i wish i could have helped you.