ABout time.
So .... finally after being hated by the world for being me. its time to clean up. I mean yeah i stopped do ding drugs. i did some the other day.. yeahh . But then i relized that it reallly wasnt that fun. ... So yeah no drugs.. Oh and drinking... Ive either got to learn to control my self
or drink wiht p eople i know arnt gonna 'get' me to do anything... OOORR just not really do it at all. thats no fun right.. what nice is i dont think anyone reads these so its kinda like im talking to my self.... so.. daniel and aj. HATE me... NO idea why.. last time i was around them they wanted me to go shoot my self. and never come back... Oh. well nikkie i think did too.
AJ idk what his problem is... and like oneday idaniel was fine with me.. then.. suddenly he was yelling FUCK MEL. go die, to people.... So.. yeah idk w hat happend there.. i assume when i drank some...
fuck alcohol......
even tho its soooo goodd.....
anyways. So i went to this desert party andddd i have a delema..
its really hard for me to get over people.
yeahhh
guess who....................................
nikkie.
ive been a bitch to cover it up. i didnt wanteanyone to know...
and practically have NO chance at all in getting im back
there is seriouslyy a 99.99999999999999999999999999999%
chance for it NOT happening and it would be a fucking marical i it did happen
idk why i miss him..
ANYWAYS off that subject
so reid
...
um he came back into town and now hes leaveing a gain
it was nice seeing him.
he kinda wouldnt leave my side tho
but it was still nice to see him
skjdfha
bad subject change...
but ...
love bites...
....hard
ughhhh
or drink wiht p eople i know arnt gonna 'get' me to do anything... OOORR just not really do it at all. thats no fun right.. what nice is i dont think anyone reads these so its kinda like im talking to my self.... so.. daniel and aj. HATE me... NO idea why.. last time i was around them they wanted me to go shoot my self. and never come back... Oh. well nikkie i think did too.
AJ idk what his problem is... and like oneday idaniel was fine with me.. then.. suddenly he was yelling FUCK MEL. go die, to people.... So.. yeah idk w hat happend there.. i assume when i drank some...
fuck alcohol......
even tho its soooo goodd.....
anyways. So i went to this desert party andddd i have a delema..
its really hard for me to get over people.
yeahhh
guess who....................................
nikkie.
ive been a bitch to cover it up. i didnt wanteanyone to know...
and practically have NO chance at all in getting im back
there is seriouslyy a 99.99999999999999999999999999999%
chance for it NOT happening and it would be a fucking marical i it did happen
idk why i miss him..
ANYWAYS off that subject
so reid
...
um he came back into town and now hes leaveing a gain
it was nice seeing him.
he kinda wouldnt leave my side tho
but it was still nice to see him
skjdfha
bad subject change...
but ...
love bites...
....hard
ughhhh