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things are going.
high school is almost over.
life is like one huge roller coaster right now. and i'm not sure if i'm going up or down. kind of a weird feeling. all i know is i am going fast. and i hope it is in the right direction. i guess ill find out soon enough when i screw up.
i havent run in a/b 2 weeks. partly b/c i'm injured. stupid leg. and why did i keep running on it. now its hurts liek crap all of the time. but also i just have been so busy. and havent reallly felt like running. i love just not having ht pressure to run. and be good at it. and keep pushing myself. i feel like i dont have as many people to let down now. or atleast not as in as many ways. its hard to try to keep pleasing people and working harder and harder. but i like to please others. and well i mean i dont have the stress of pleasing them about that then, well what else do i have to do now. ...really i should just not try so hard to please others. but i still will.
i got to talk at senior night.
i get to speak at baccalaureate.
i get to speak at grad also.
...yet i dont really want to. at any of them for that matter.
i got $10,000 from SECU for college. thats good. and really exciting.
my sister had her baby on tuesday =) he is soooo cute! ill post pictures. aw so cute.
ive been with my family for the whole weekend.
..which means i think i might be going crazy. and i'm reallly tired.
high school is almost over.
life is like one huge roller coaster right now. and i'm not sure if i'm going up or down. kind of a weird feeling. all i know is i am going fast. and i hope it is in the right direction. i guess ill find out soon enough when i screw up.
i havent run in a/b 2 weeks. partly b/c i'm injured. stupid leg. and why did i keep running on it. now its hurts liek crap all of the time. but also i just have been so busy. and havent reallly felt like running. i love just not having ht pressure to run. and be good at it. and keep pushing myself. i feel like i dont have as many people to let down now. or atleast not as in as many ways. its hard to try to keep pleasing people and working harder and harder. but i like to please others. and well i mean i dont have the stress of pleasing them about that then, well what else do i have to do now. ...really i should just not try so hard to please others. but i still will.
i got to talk at senior night.
i get to speak at baccalaureate.
i get to speak at grad also.
...yet i dont really want to. at any of them for that matter.
i got $10,000 from SECU for college. thats good. and really exciting.
my sister had her baby on tuesday =) he is soooo cute! ill post pictures. aw so cute.
ive been with my family for the whole weekend.
..which means i think i might be going crazy. and i'm reallly tired.