Jan 16, 2005 18:16
Ah shit. I'm still sick! I haven't been too active due to the fact that I've been laid up in bed for the past few days. I'm starting to feel a little bit better so hopefully what ever I have is almost done running it's course. Unfortunately I think I gave it to mom now. Oops!
I went out with mom to the mall to grab something to eat and ran into Sara and Steph. I thought it was just going to be a quick 'hey' and we go our separate ways, but Steph stuck around and chatted with me for a bit. We came to the conclusion that we are in close to the same boat. She joked how she doesn't have much of a life anymore and that it seems like I'm not quite the social butterfly that I used to be. So, we figured we should get together and hang out. Plus, she says she needs to get away from Geana. I told her I would give her a call when I'm better and that we would definitly get up and do something. That might be good for me. Someone low-drama to get me out of the house every once in awhile. Someone other than my pot smoking, pill popping, alcohol guzzling crew will be a pleasant change.
I wish I could spend my 21st birthday in North Carolina. After last years birthday party I wish I could spend every celebration there! Ah, the good ol' days! My two day birthday blow out at Niki's boyfriends' place was a blast. I thought there was alot of alcohol at that party Ghostface and all of us threw where I bartended during highschool. Nah, this one blew it away! The first night everyone cracks on me not being around much. "Where's V?.. wait.. Where's Andie?.. Ooooh" I might have been a liiiitle drunk. Actually, everyone was wasted so you know it was a damn good party! No drama or anything. Just how I like it. At least I have some good drunken college stories! Maybe some of them are too good, ha!
I've been a little more paranoid lately and I don't know why. It might be a mix of my having too much time to sit around and think, and the bad dreams I've been having. I'm sure I'll get over it. I'm going to have to and it'll drive me crazy.
Mom's yelling at me to help her with something so I suppose I should get up and do SOMETHING productive today.
PEACE
V8