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Ahh.. bad day, bad day, bad day! My shopping exerience today was an overall bad one. The ending of my excursion ended particularly horrible. Something (another thing) I need to get help with. Today has been one of those days where I dwell on everything bad. I tend to have times like that. While I'm home there is alot of self searching I must do. I have just realized very recently problems I have and now is a good time to work on those problems.
I think El is upset with me. I worry. Somethings I think she wonders why she is with me. Hell, I'd be lying if I didn't think that as well. I worry about losing her. I dwell on my being gone and that even though it's a short time she'll meet someone else and move on. Maybe she will just give up on me. I don't know. I think too much. That's all I have been doing lately though.. just thinking.
Today has just been hard. I hope tomorrow is better. I'm sure it will be.
PEACE
V8
I think El is upset with me. I worry. Somethings I think she wonders why she is with me. Hell, I'd be lying if I didn't think that as well. I worry about losing her. I dwell on my being gone and that even though it's a short time she'll meet someone else and move on. Maybe she will just give up on me. I don't know. I think too much. That's all I have been doing lately though.. just thinking.
Today has just been hard. I hope tomorrow is better. I'm sure it will be.
PEACE
V8