rant.
i am never taking a hit for anyone ever again.
i love you guys.
but when you've purposely screwed yourself over.
when you could have gotten your ass out clean.
and you don't even get any acknowledgement from the person you covered for.
you know.
and then tonight they ask you for another favor.
granted it was a small favor.
but please.
you are asking more of me?
when you haven't even hit me back for anything?
PLEASE.
COME ON.
you know.
you just seem to lose it.
i never thought that i would lose faith in the idea of taking a hit for a person you care about and a person you trust.
but you know.
its not a perfect world.
its not a perfect system.
i'm not a perfect person.
but please.
can we have a sense for the reciprocal system that we engage in?
don't even think of talking to me if you can't even pull your own weight.
FUCK IT.
FUCK YOU.
i'm out.
i love you guys.
but when you've purposely screwed yourself over.
when you could have gotten your ass out clean.
and you don't even get any acknowledgement from the person you covered for.
you know.
and then tonight they ask you for another favor.
granted it was a small favor.
but please.
you are asking more of me?
when you haven't even hit me back for anything?
PLEASE.
COME ON.
you know.
you just seem to lose it.
i never thought that i would lose faith in the idea of taking a hit for a person you care about and a person you trust.
but you know.
its not a perfect world.
its not a perfect system.
i'm not a perfect person.
but please.
can we have a sense for the reciprocal system that we engage in?
don't even think of talking to me if you can't even pull your own weight.
FUCK IT.
FUCK YOU.
i'm out.