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and because my life isn't complete without more heartache, Joe is breaking up with me.
Ya know, I'm so tired of this.
He's been distant. I let it go cuz I didn't want to corner him. Last night I couldn't take it anymore so I called him cuz he said we would do dinner tonight instead of last night (on account of the weather). So I asked.
"We'll talk about that tomorrow".
Fuck that shit! I got upset and he said something about "where is this relationship going". I told him I loved him and wanted to be with him. Of course he didn't say the same. He mentioned marriage and how I have a problem with it from my past. He was so vague. But just that we could have a conversation about everything and see where it goes.
I asked though - do you want to be with me?
He said yes. That if he wanted to go he'd go. But i think he said it just to say it.
Today, I couldn't take it anymore. And I texted.
"Not sure if I should say good morning cuz you've been so distant and unresponsive. Is there any point? This is torture. I wish you'd just say what's on your mind".
his response?
"The polite thing is to say good morning. So I will say good morning to you. And we will talk after work tonight. I'll meet you at your house".
Yeah, ok. I'm not an idiot. So I texted a few things and he hasn't responded.
He hasn't been sitting next to me on the couch. Or texting good night when I do it. He's just been distant. He's done. I'm sure of it.
Ya know, I'm so tired of this.
He's been distant. I let it go cuz I didn't want to corner him. Last night I couldn't take it anymore so I called him cuz he said we would do dinner tonight instead of last night (on account of the weather). So I asked.
"We'll talk about that tomorrow".
Fuck that shit! I got upset and he said something about "where is this relationship going". I told him I loved him and wanted to be with him. Of course he didn't say the same. He mentioned marriage and how I have a problem with it from my past. He was so vague. But just that we could have a conversation about everything and see where it goes.
I asked though - do you want to be with me?
He said yes. That if he wanted to go he'd go. But i think he said it just to say it.
Today, I couldn't take it anymore. And I texted.
"Not sure if I should say good morning cuz you've been so distant and unresponsive. Is there any point? This is torture. I wish you'd just say what's on your mind".
his response?
"The polite thing is to say good morning. So I will say good morning to you. And we will talk after work tonight. I'll meet you at your house".
Yeah, ok. I'm not an idiot. So I texted a few things and he hasn't responded.
He hasn't been sitting next to me on the couch. Or texting good night when I do it. He's just been distant. He's done. I'm sure of it.