*This Evening*
in the end i decided not to go to the memorial bc it was private sorta and i wasnt invited bc im hated (??) anywayz... i went to megs (mah bff) and we had a lil make shift memorial 4 giners... it was good... i was really upset earlier when i was tryin 2 decide whether or not to go to the memorial bc paul was invited and i was not... so i was crying....and thats the only time i cried all day... so yeah... i miss gina soooooooo much.... but im at peace wit her ya know?? so yeah..... i dono what else to say..... uhmmmmmm..... ima go to sleep im muy cansada.... (dono if thats right but i don care).... buhbyez girls~post!