GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Alright... I'm totally dumb. I hate the fact that even tho I try so hard to be nice to people it dosn't matter. This gose back to this guy named "Bob" again. He stopped over like an hour ago and just started slaming down on me on how I'm a bad person and what not. I hate it so much. I'm one of those people who tries to be civil to everyone and be ok with them. Tonight of course I was really sweet and yet it dosn't matter. Why is it that the most down to earth people constantly get put down?????? You would think that by now there would be a change in the way I do things but no. I mean how many times do I have to get kicked in the head until I'm out for the count. It sucks knowing that this person was your first love and someone who you will always care about no matter what. Even if they hurt you... and you take it. I'm just stressed out to high hell and I'm loseing it. I guess that if I just constantly be a bitch to everyone then people would treat me better. Grrrr this pisses me off. So to anyone who reads this. Stop kicking around somone who you have had a past with. Because you don't understand how bad it hurts them. Plus don't slam somone down to the point they are to the point of a weak kitten. That's just wrong! Well be for I break the key board or the screen I need to go chill out! Check ya