OMFG I'M TOTALLY STRESSED BEYOND SANITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so first off my month started with the send of of Justin Sorensen at Volk Field. This wast the offical goodbye that you needed a special pass to get into. Well it was really sad considering that we had to leave before he even left on the plane because of delays. That tore me up inside knowing that it could be the last time I ever see him alive and hear his voice and look at him. Even tho he is only in Mississippi right now he calls me like everyday so it conforts me knowing that he is still safe. But what about afterwards when he leaves for Iraq?????? I'm going to be heart broken I love Justin as the big brother he is. Him and I finally have the same understaning on things which is conforting. Then there is the fact that Andy and I finally got back together. *HAPPY*!!!!!!!! There were some issues that had to be delt with befor we decided to get back again. Well I'm really happy but it seems that he is so worried that I will leave him that it bugs me. I truthfully have no intention of leaving him anytime soon and I really do like him. I feel confortable to be myself and I know that he won't judge me for anything. That is what I really want in a relationship. He is so great and he answered the one question that no other guy has even been able to get because he truthfully listened that carfully. That won a total place in my heart forever. I wish that he would understand that I don't want to just leave him and that I am happy with the way things are going. I wish that he woldn't beat up on himself so much because he is a great person to me no matter what anyone says. Chris and I seemed to have a little falling out which SUCKED BIG TIME. I'm glad that we are talking again. Lizzy my love and I were not talking for a while cuz of stupid shit but now we just love eachother alot more!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LIZZY!! So yeah there is more to talk about but I will leave that for later tonight because I need to be downtown for a concert right now. Love you all bye