May 18, 2005 20:29
sometime i wonder what it is about my mentality that keeps me from doing things i really really want to do. i don't understand myself and i wish i did. emily understands herself pretty well.
what makes me the way i am? why am i not more...social?...outspoken?...opinionated?
it's probably that thing where you always sorta wish you were on the other side.
i bet loud, social, opinionated people wish they were more introverted and perceptive.
i'm very perceptive...i just can't seem to force myself to believe what i percieve.
and....i'm turning into an occasional chain smoker.
couldn't love you more
you've got a beautiful taste