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Today would have been the day of my due date. I'm not as tearful about it as I thought I would be. We've had a nice day off together snuggled on the sofa watching films and doing DIY in our new house where we hope to stay long term now. Hopefully now its the due date I can stop counting the weeks and the grief will further heal. I'm coping better with today than I thought I would. I have a wonderful partner and step daughter and I'm so happy with our life. It's just this small piece that seems to be missing from our life. I'm confident it will happen as it's happened once before I just wish it would hurry up as we've been trying 2 and a half years now.