i've been thinking.. it's more better if i didn't know you at all because i lost A LOT friends because of you. I don't know what's God plan behind all this. So much tears, so much pain and so much energy for this uneasy feeling. But my brain and my heart not listening.... they're thinking about you all the time.... i spend 7 days dreamed about you every night and i hate that!! I already told you but you didn't say anything! You just say "Maybe you just thinking about me too much" oh hell!! You didn't care about my feelings! Dreamed about you for 7 days, it's KILLING ME!! AND YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, JUST STAY SILENT LIKE NOTHING OH-WELL-IT'S-NOT-MY-FAULT THINGS! WHERE'S THE OLD YOU? WHERE'S THE OLD YOU??? OH MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ALREADY "HAVE" SOMEONE ELSE AND "LEFT" ME?? OH I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT!
OKAY I ADMIT IT! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I MISS ALL THE CONVERSION WE HAD!! I MISS YOUR VOICE, YOUR LAUGH, YOUR SMILE! BUT i know..... you never miss me like i do. You've change. And i can feel that.
So, maybe this is the very- last time.... good bye. Be well.
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