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"People how will hurt you so bad is the people who you love so much" okay I think this words can explain how I feel now.
So many people said: "Sa, you can find other man..." or "Common sa, so many handsome guys out there and you just stuck by him?! Oh please...." and "you can find other guys who will much better than him. Trust me" okay... that'a just three words and there's a many words again I had received from my friends. I know they're just want to make me happy..
Okay guys who read this journal... I'm in love with someone... this is already 4 years I think... I'm not in relationship with him... now I'm just meet him and communicated with him like a friends... I can't together with him because we have different religion.
It's hard to forget someone... yes... I know you guys understand that.. everytime I saw him, I want to hug him so bad and say: "I miss you so much..." because I can't see him everyday..
We have a fight sometimes and he always admited that's his fault.. this is one of so many reason why I love him.. :') usually if I fighting and argument with my friends, they're always anggry with me back. But.... him.... always admited his fault...... he always said: "I'm so sorry.... I know this is my fault. I can't say anything more" always like that... and he can cheers up me when I feel down and sad... oh God I'm crying when I write this journal really.... hahaha stupid me...
I don't know how I am in his mind... he never told who is the person he like to his friends the one think I know he still single right now. yeah I know his type of girl... he like pretty girl and nice girl... if he saw beautiful girl he always said: "wow... so beautiful" *sigh* I'm not pretty or beautiful.. hahaha...
*sigh* okay.. I don't know what I want to read again now... hahaha... the conclusion is I love him so much and it's so hard to forget him...
and....
I miss him so bad right now....... :')
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So many people said: "Sa, you can find other man..." or "Common sa, so many handsome guys out there and you just stuck by him?! Oh please...." and "you can find other guys who will much better than him. Trust me" okay... that'a just three words and there's a many words again I had received from my friends. I know they're just want to make me happy..
Okay guys who read this journal... I'm in love with someone... this is already 4 years I think... I'm not in relationship with him... now I'm just meet him and communicated with him like a friends... I can't together with him because we have different religion.
It's hard to forget someone... yes... I know you guys understand that.. everytime I saw him, I want to hug him so bad and say: "I miss you so much..." because I can't see him everyday..
We have a fight sometimes and he always admited that's his fault.. this is one of so many reason why I love him.. :') usually if I fighting and argument with my friends, they're always anggry with me back. But.... him.... always admited his fault...... he always said: "I'm so sorry.... I know this is my fault. I can't say anything more" always like that... and he can cheers up me when I feel down and sad... oh God I'm crying when I write this journal really.... hahaha stupid me...
I don't know how I am in his mind... he never told who is the person he like to his friends the one think I know he still single right now. yeah I know his type of girl... he like pretty girl and nice girl... if he saw beautiful girl he always said: "wow... so beautiful" *sigh* I'm not pretty or beautiful.. hahaha...
*sigh* okay.. I don't know what I want to read again now... hahaha... the conclusion is I love him so much and it's so hard to forget him...
and....
I miss him so bad right now....... :')
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