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Im stupid and i can admit it.... i did something very stupid the other day that put me in the hospital.... suppose to be in there for 7 days but only was for 2... i was highly depressed and found out that my family is being evicted because of my brother but i thought it was my fault.... and also my brother was talkin bout suicide and i could not handle it anymore and i just wanted out of the situation.... i cut my arms up and down on the left side and took a bunch of pills.... i started freaking out and running a 105.5 temp... and i felt happy that i might have died... but then my friend found me like that and had my mom call 911... taken to the hospital in an ambulance and then stayed there for 2 days for suicidal attempt... i am now on Abilify and Prozac... i have been telling them i am not going to take it for along time now but my friends tell me it is needed.... but i am going to go now... i will update oon... sorry for not updating lately