Nana
She's an old woman with out the best health. You think on a night they ask me to come over and keep an eye on her that I would be more ready for them to tell me that she is going to the hospital. Apparently not. I don't normally worry when she is rushed to the hospital, it's happened enough times. This time however she's been so weak, so small, so frail... so angry. Now she's vomiting so much she could not go to her doctors appointment today. Could not leave. Now she's on here way to help.
What am i supposed to do with this newly open evening? I can't go visit, they are not even sure that they'll be admitting her. Going home feels wrong. I don't even know what to do with myself so there's no way I can help her. I keep looking around for something to do, but there's nothing to do. I just wait. Mom and Grandaddy have her, were I there she would pretend everything is ok and she needs to be more real than that. So I wait. Not knowing anything else to do.
What am i supposed to do with this newly open evening? I can't go visit, they are not even sure that they'll be admitting her. Going home feels wrong. I don't even know what to do with myself so there's no way I can help her. I keep looking around for something to do, but there's nothing to do. I just wait. Mom and Grandaddy have her, were I there she would pretend everything is ok and she needs to be more real than that. So I wait. Not knowing anything else to do.